nails: i picked them off already.

I'm waiting. for SOMEONE (3 people) to call me. SO CALL ME ALREADY LOSERS. and it's supposed to snow. and if it doesn't, imma be pissed.

sunday i will be getting half of the hong kong collection from OPI. end.

dear a lot of people i know (including myself)

your life is not that bad. stop whining. you are not sick or dying. you have a home and you go to school. your life doesn't suck as bad as you want it to. get over it. like five minutes ago.

LOVE

me.

nails: OPI mad as a hatter.

dear you,

thank you for calling me (finally). i just cannot be happier when we talk about nothing and everything and i feel so much better.

i really truly care about you.

--me.

nails: sephora by OPI what's a tire jack matte with two coats of LA Girls Paparazzi Over.

word of advice to all zero people reading this. try ALL of your sheer glitters over black. just trust me. cause now my nails aren't barbie pink, they're edgy black purple sparkly craziness. Also, bought a concealer from sonia kashuk. i do not like dark circles. but i do like this concealer. a lot.

my webcam is not cooperating so... no picture of me without any real makeup on (lucky you).

PS- I'm doing homework. Boo.

nails: essie lilacism. toes: OPI aphrodite's pink nightie.

i just used skype for the first time and it was skyperific. well, i liked it. and i have things to do and people to see (if they ever call back).

to do:

essays for applications.

math project

fill out fafsa. lame.

read for bio.

bio hw.

enjoy life. (hard to do)

things that make me laugh while hyperventalating.

"we're like a french fucking farce. all we need are doors. and french people. and farce."

"i'm trying to get this nail out of the trunk. it's been in there for 200 years so it's a little stubborn."

weird.

so like almost a year ago i was getting all these panic attacks. the reason i had them still holds true but let's just double it. and i'm back to anxiety attacks. at least i'm not hungry.