beautiful day. for building and making magical play items. and working and laughing and sewing.

being a chicken without a head

is hard. but i know that i would much rather panic and work hard for people who also work hard.

in which i discuss my katy perry girl crush.

back in my senior year, i used to watch music videos while getting dressed. and very popular was the cupid's chokehold video. and i wanted to be just like the girl at the end of the video in the hoodie. in a few months, we'd all know that the girl is katy perry. who was a kitschy, beautiful, goofy singer. she kissed a girl and she liked it.

she represents everything i find beautiful about women. she has curves. yes, she is really skinny. i don't say "oh, she's curvy!" and pretend like we have the same body. obviously she is a professional performer who wears ice cream bikini tops. and i am not. she has big eyes. she has dark hair. she wears leotards. if i were a sex symbol, i'd want to be katy perry.

sidenote: actually, this isn't a side note. it's a front note. katy perry has always had incredible nail art. always. always. she has fimo canes on her nails on her one of the boys album cover. she is a nail art icon actually. she sparked the whole minx trend. she has her own nail polish line, including one of the best selling items in recent history: black shatter.

i used to listen to one of the boys everyday when i drove to rv. and now i listen to teenage dream at least once a day. it is the only cd left in my car in nj though the rest have been removed.

so yeah. i have a girl crush on katy perry.

i hope to come back in another life as katy perry.

things i miss:

-alex niedt (she's leaving tomorrow! noo! don't go!)

-missy

-when glee was funny

-being skinny

-being 19

-having money

-etc etc etc

and apparently.

while i was gone, benjamin button made a comeback.

i'd say it's a day pretty well spent.

i got to meet alex's flatmates! and go traipsing around new york with them. we went to david letterman. it's not something i'd soon repeat.

i FINALLY got to see glee shooting in ny. FINALLY. but as it turns out, darren criss left yesterday.

he's such a jet setter.

anyway, even if alex's flatmate got irrationally angry, i was still hella excited!

how is it that

rachel lost all that weight between seasons but finn didn't?