i'm kind of having a giant life-long anxiety attack.

i figured out that i never stop having anxiety attacks, they more just flare up when i need them not to the most. i can have one anytime. sometimes, they have a trigger. sometimes, not. awesome. 

right now i'm thinking of: 

1. math test (i need an 85% or better on)

2. babysitting (not falling asleep while doing so)

3. musical midterm. (i didn't finish it. not even close)

4. rehearsal (and what i've missed during the past two)

5. when i decided to add ANOTHER show to my schedule now (but the new show is better than hot l and vagina combined basically cause it involves children)

6. how i'm breaking out from stress.

7. how i need more sleep.

8. whatever is due tomorrow (what IS due tomorrow....?)

9. how i wish i could skip class

10. knowing i've skipped too many already...

yeah. just a little fun fact about my brain. it thinks of everything at once. : ] it's pretty amazing, no?