Monday, March 21, 2011

this is my 100th post.

too bad it is gonna be kind of a downer.

i'm in a really depressed mood. i feel like i can't do anything right. like i can't even focus. i'm mad at myself. i've always been horrible at letting things go. awful, truly. it feels really lonely. which is why i'm mad at myself. i just have a lot of feelings. funny, but true. i have a lot of feelings but just because i have them doesn't mean they work to my advantage towards my writing (what writing?) i can't even write. and this upsets me most. because i'm supposed to be able to write. if i can't write, what can i do? cause right now, it feels like nothing.

No comments: